Every time I open this page, I have so much inspiration bottled inside of me; love, life, and all of the glory in-between, but then my words become these sticky, thick, contortionist objects than can't seem to fall out of my mind the right way. Every sentences seems to get forced out, over enunciated and not as impactful as the ideas that seem to be skimming the surface of my brain.
College. College has caused this atrocity, it has rendered me speechless on the count of overuse and over worked. I have used the word "immoral" more times than I would've ever thought necessary with in my life time. For some reason trying to piece together these half-hearted bits of depth is making my spine cringe in a very uncomfortable fashion. I used to love sprawling out my thoughts of randomness on this screen, but somehow college has taken this pleasure away from me and replaced it with a certain agony. My thoughts are bleached with nothingness that stains and makes my words bleed into one large jumble of things. From the amygdala to civil liberties, I am done. Done trying to be creative, done trying to impress the people who stand in front of my classes than I pay for and request to be called by "Doctor", done with paying tuition to a school that gives the best parking spaces not to the people who are being force into debt to go there, but to the people who get paid to be there. I am done.
