Wednesday, July 30, 2014

My life, in a nutshell!

Blogging is more of a personal diary than anything these days. Priorities for the next few years..

With in the next year:
Make friends.  Like real ones that have your back.
Get closer to getting a boyfriend. Keep your standards high.
Start college off with a bang, good grades!!

With in five years:
Graduate college with a bachelor's degree in nursing.
Land a sweet job!
Get health insurance!
Move in with a boyfriend/ proposal?
Get my own place/apartment!
Get a new vehicle!

With in ten years:
Start an amazing career.
Get married.
Have a baby.
Get a house!

With in fifteen years:
Move to Hawaii
Build a great house, fancy finishes and everything!
Have a few more kids, hopefully a grand total of 3!

With in twenty years:
Have my master's degree under my belt.
Start college funds for my kids.

Wednesday, July 2, 2014

Top Ten from the girl who never goes outside...

Okay, recently I have been unable to stay away from my computer nor my TV, so I am in a pop-culture metaphase.
10-  Grey's Anatomy---- Freaking Grey's Anatomy, where do I begin? Well, if you have never watched an episode a day in your life, go do that shit now! I would personally start on the pilot episode and do an onward binge from that point. But if you are unable to do so, you can usually catch up pretty fast by just catching an episode in the mean time.

9-  The Fault in Our Star's---- Basically any John Green book is guaranteed to be flawless, and will seduce your brain with metaphors. That is why another of his books is also number eight on the list.

8-  Looking for Alaska---- It's like Stand By Me, mixed with death that might be caused by suicide, who knows? No one but Alaska.

7-  French Bulldogs---- Nothing is better than a French Bulldog frog-dogging it out. Google it.

6-  Eric Dane---- OMFG! He is the hottest specimen of man that I have found in my diligent research. I believe Sexy as hell is the proper term.

5-  The Last Ship---- If you would enjoy to see said hottie from above in a naval uniform and tactical gear, then by all means tune into TNT on Sunday nights. Oh, and it's a pretty great show. It's like the game Plague, but in a show and you are fighting for a cure instead of trying to shut it down.

4-  Under the Dome----  It's kind of a hokey set show, but addicting none the less. Based on a novel written by Stephen King it is a sci-fi phenom-bomb. Not 100% sure if it's aliens but that's where the dome is leading us to believe.

3-  MacBook Pro---- Don't forget the retina display! If you have one, you understand what I'm talking about. If you are still reppin' those Toshiba, HP, Dell, lemons, than you need to jump to the future, and buy yourself a mac!

2-  The World Cup---- I don't watch it, nor do I know anything about soccer, oh, sorry, football. But, the memes are pretty funny and the guys are all really hot, so that's all good with me!

1-  Urban Outfitter's---- Vintage record players, punny coffee cups, and high waisted shorts; You can find all of these items on the Urban Outfitter's website. It's like my taste thrown up and put together in a marvelously beautiful website.



Tuesday, July 1, 2014

My Dog's Breath Smells Like Worcestershire Sauce.

Ever wonder why the moon's brighter than the stars?
Wanting to be heard but only being able to reflect.
Bright like the lights on the passing cars.

Some of the quietest voices want to speak the loudest.
The proudest are usually the shrewdest.
The victims of social espionage,
Don't know how to do anything,
'Cept sit back while someone takes their voice.

I hope that someday, somehow,
Someway.
That those thieves will have to pay.
For taking the voices away from those who don't know what to say,
from the gay.
Perceptions last forever, Voices fade.
Be true to yourself,
Cause nobody else has to.

Life as I know it, has ceased to change.

This is sort of like the diary that I pledge to write in everyday and then stow it away in my nightstand to discover every couple months and feel extremely terrible about how I never really kept that promise to my self and then again restate that I will start back up again and continue in faith! But I'm not making any promises, I am not Jenna Hamilton. My life isn't a roller coaster of adventures as much as I'd like it to be.
Like right now, post-high school, is about as monotonous as I had previously imagined, nothing's changed except my destination this fall, around ten miles south of where I have been going to for the past twelve years; the wondrous Winchester State University, commonly known as Umpqua Community College. Do I sound bitter? I shouldn't, but it's hard not to. With big city dreams, I have effectively land my self right back in the same hell hole in which I had so long planned to vacate and never look back. But, who can pass up free tuition for two years and one of the best nursing programs in the state? It's not Graphic Design, or photography but it'll pay the bills.
Work hard, play hard. Who the fuck invented that phrase? They are sorely mistaken. There is no physical way for one to work hard AND play hard. I work a measly thirty hours a week if not less at the easiest job in the world and my plans for after work as well as my days off is to crash, crash so hard and sleep until around ten thirty. Yep, I can get real rowdy. I mean, I can, if you consider going on a Candy Crush binder is getting wild.
Without further ado, and foregoing the proofread I shall publish this for the entire twitter sphere to read, well the two or three people that actually click on the obnoxious link. No one wants to read about someone else's life. Maybe next time I'll dare to intrude and write about some one else's life, who know. Until next time, The Girl Misunderstood.

Tuesday, June 3, 2014

Coming to a close...

To whom this may concern,
The book is ending, the chapter running out of words, the epilogue is coming up.
My life as I know it, as a high schooler, is presumably over. Graduation is set a couple days from now, I've taken the last test at OHS I will ever take, now I just wait for a couple extra days before it's really over. Life as I know it will cease to exist; there will be no school supply list sent in the mail in the middle of August, no school pictures, no crappy lunches from the cafeteria that I'm forced to eat.
People often refer to their lives as one big, giant book starting with birth and ending with death. I refuse to believe that. I believe that our life is filled with many books, sequels, trilogies, series; however you want to divide it. Each and everyday is a chapter, filling in the space left in abundance known as spare time. There is no un-fillable void in which we are trapped, that void is where life happens. Life consumes us when we are not busy making decisions and working, it's the in-betweens that we don't count. Life isn't a timecard, its the time we forget to remember. As I type out this paragraph about nothing, I am reminiscing in all that has been, could've been, and should've been. That nostalgia is what makes everything so damn great. It makes everything worth it.
There's three things you need to make absolutely sure of throughout your entire life: That you continually love someone, something, anything; That someone, something, anything loves you; and to never stop. Never stop breathing, moving forward, looking back, loving, living, just never stop.
As a senior realizing that almost twenty years is behind me, I can tell you that it only goes faster and from here on out it's going to jet by in a blur I can already tell you. In kindergarten, the four hours we spent in that class room everyday felt like an eternity, now as a senior the months float by without even realizing. Next years and decades will be doing the same.
All I can say is live in the moment, make mistakes, and die happy with a smile on your face.
Stay golden, Pony Boy,           - Bree Callahan